Wednesday, April 14, 2010

SOUL DEFENCE

Trauma can be such a difficult thing to understand,
Especially when your SOUL repels it.
As your DEFENCE mechanisms go up and refuse to accept it,
Burying the Guilt and Shame of it all.
Desiring to take back all the years of enduring it,
But there is no taking back the mistakes of the past.
Remaining only with the sincere WISH that it never happened,
Not even realizing that your mind is working against you.
Erasing the painful MEMORIES of all the countless abuses,
Perpetrated against you and those you LOVE the most.
Remarkably through it all your FAITH grows with each passing day,
While your conversations with GOD keep you giving LOVE,
Despite all the envy and hatred the abuser gave to you.
That's the difference between You and Them,
They are evil beings that take pleasure in torturing others,
While you are DIVINE beings that cannot be anything but
The MESSENGERS of GOD'S LOVE that he CREATED You TO BE!

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